subtle grenades

i scream  in a silence, that isnt always understood by my peers

I shutter with disgust, my discontent unrevered

Still ill participate and negate, feeling emotionally raped, but dont put too much in to start.

feeling like i did only yesterday when my sleeve was just a sleeve minus one heart.

i chose to be happy, loved, needed, and adored. To be wanted even for a second,
would leave me a confidence, a comfort, and self assured.
I cant control how he feels, rush his heart to take action it i wont bend, i dont know if this one cna handle how i feel and still stay my friend

i can t capture a rainbow i cant sit on a cloud
i can bellow or implodebut i could feel ashamed or feel proud
i am worth a pot of gold i can float in the sky as i please
if he doesnt want what you i have then he cant be what i need

learned i cant fake it learned how to make ill never forsaken it i have one chance to shine so I'll take it