Unbelievable

UNBELIEVABLE

i sit in angst all signs that seem vital are filled with out thanks.  A person unmentioned weighs deep in my heart what was once a lust filled emotion, is fuelling my biological clock.  Im tired yet up beat he is untouched by my sore feet.  His mention to fimd work in order to make order of an untamed trip which was unbelievably necessary, left once to carry on adn keep a float his own itenerary.  Im with out doubt with out hope i fear anger but stay calm and eloped heaving thru my own mess my heiniken ice cream float. Instead he'll gloat indefferant with out compassion how once he's had what he wills it seems to be a routine lacking passion. Control your game, its yours, engrossed in fickle false fame, wont take the blame; whos lion to tame.  I deserve a break some endearing gesture if you will.  A pat on the back but just give me a hope i wake up pill.  Instead a silently stoned stallion whom i so  adore with esteem, sits unbelievably  untouched its unbelievable how i do dream that one day ill be stich in hes seam ....still care want ot share all ive done to leave his good mood just at fair...but the nice room that we st in feels like econo lodge not the westin...I dont blame him for what stirred up it was no fault of his nor mine. but i feel unbelievably unappreciated that i sacrificed my heart for his good time. sitll im unbelievably infatuated with his smile and such...I cant un-believe what id give up for a blonde angles touch am i to never be as such maybe we should get used a split going dutch...