other places we want to bel

Other Places We Want to Be

Sincere in my actions everyday with everything i do, but lost in a sketch book, yearning to make sense of the illustrations ive found myself engrossed in. In retrospect, its as though as if im trying to make sense out of a extra hard Sudoku found in the entertainment section of the Sunday New York Times. I think about it!! So many patterns, so many possible variables that fit. It might seem as though it is the perfect way to solve the problem, but yet we find out later on that we just took the easiest way out of our box and into another becasue we (or i should say I, Sorry to involve everyone else in my mess...) I digress....Because i was too lazy to think and and actually brainstorm, solve the puzzle and come out bigger badder stronger smarter... Could of would of should of...The brighter side of all this is ive learned some valuable lessons that have not only shaped the way i now look at my life and those around me but most importantly not to just take everything with a grain of salt and shot of tequila, people can be vindictive and selfish. To seek vindication is a proud characteristic to sustain as long as the actions dont out match the cause... keep it classy...BUT MAKE SURE THEY PAY...  :-/   Im finally learning that when it comes to most people outside of my immediate family i have every right to be selfish selfless and self efficiently overbearingly overzealous about my own personal Utopia.  I suggest everybody gets on this band wagon and follows thier heart and listens to their mind while understanding their faults and faults of others, forgiving past grievances and allowing yourself to move forward onward and upward. This is what i need. This is where ill find my corner of the sky and let my spirit run free. Its a place where i can stradle a  rainbow while wearing short shorts roller skates and a hula hoop during cher's competlation CD release Dipped in a vat of gay gravey. Im out bitches!!!!