Time Machine

Time Machine

Smiling, cheerful, reluctance, sad.

Immeasurable, super-sonic, impressionable turned bad.

His eyes made a pass at what others might pass by, 

His look sent sweet shivers from the top to the base  to the core of my spine.

At that moment I knew, could not misconstrue, that my one heart became two

I felt something new!!!

If I could go back to that hour, that mere second had power

Id relive it in-a flash, cause my moment was gone, just as fast.

When I close my eyes to think about it, I feel everything in lines 1 & 2, don’t doubt it.

Wrath and rage, confused attitudes take the stage, voices garish, AMAZED,

Is How to Lose a Guy in 4 days. 

A moment I WILL let go, and chose not to hold in.

Is when he left in great hast and his tires squealed down the road as the spinned.

I CANT BELIEVE I MADE HIM CRY AND THEN LEAVE!!!!!!

 WHY WAS IT SO IMPORTANT TO BE RIGHT,  I COULD NOT CONCIEV!!!

My last vision of him was to be gold but turned brass

My last words were to be.. sweet dreams, sleep well, but instead perverse lacking class

I was not wrong nor was right 

I was fifty percent of the fight

He left here confused, a bit scared 

When he left I went through it, cried with pain, loose of hope and despair

I don’t know what this means?

Im in so much pain, coming un-seamed

I would go back just to stay, away, neutral, green.

I contrived mostley misleading and mean, what a boy wouldn’t give,

For his own Time Machine…..