The Story

what if I died when i was needed the most
 ...or if i won the big lottery but died alone sad and broke
 ...What if i spoke with a message to send
 but was only ignored becasue i wasnt a certain size color or trend
..would you feel shame pain or detained
from being jealous of what
u would never obtain.
Could you be sincere persever
when you realize what was there then gone
left in tears.
Would it matter
could it break you down
has it turned you around
did it turn your red and yellow ora into a lovely shit colored brown
no frown
wondering the town
resilance to deflect a code red
systems down.
Its there one second in time
something changes
we speak our mind
it disappears with a moment
of feeling rushed pushed unspoken.
It was never broken
but faded with shade
jaded re created to feel lost intimidated
I cant walk on water
i wont attempt it or try
i cant love you like i want to
because im failing to fall into your eyes
why stay deprived
thats the ending of our story
never started
never tried...